1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:06,139 [Opening theme music] 2 00:00:13,847 --> 00:00:18,151 Hello, and welcome to this episode of ArtsAbly in Conversation. 3 00:00:18,184 --> 00:00:20,453 My name is Diane Kolin. 4 00:00:20,954 --> 00:00:26,526 This series presents artists, academics, and project leaders who dedicate their 5 00:00:26,526 --> 00:00:32,932 time and energy to a better accessibility for people with disabilities in the arts. 6 00:00:32,966 --> 00:00:38,138 You can find more of these conversations on our website, artsably.com, 7 00:00:38,138 --> 00:00:43,376 which is spelled A-R-T-S-A-B-L-Y dot com. 8 00:00:44,511 --> 00:00:49,649 [Theme music] 9 00:00:56,589 --> 00:01:00,760 Today, ArtsAbly is in conversation with Andrew Dell'Antonio, 10 00:01:00,794 --> 00:01:05,064 Distinguished Teaching Professor and Head of the Musicology 11 00:01:05,098 --> 00:01:08,935 and Ethnomusicology Division of the Butler School of Music 12 00:01:08,935 --> 00:01:14,607 in the College of Fine Arts at the University of Texas at Austin. 13 00:01:14,741 --> 00:01:19,479 You can find the resources mentioned by Andrew Dell'Antonio during this episode 14 00:01:19,479 --> 00:01:23,783 on ArtsAbly's website in the blog section. 15 00:01:24,350 --> 00:01:28,421 Welcome to this new episode of ArtsAbly in Conversation. 16 00:01:28,455 --> 00:01:32,926 Today, I am with Andrew Dell'Antonio, 17 00:01:32,959 --> 00:01:36,596 who is a Distinguished Teaching Professor 18 00:01:36,629 --> 00:01:40,700 and the Head of the Musicology and Ethnomusicology Division 19 00:01:40,733 --> 00:01:44,804 of the Butler School of Music in the College of Fine Arts 20 00:01:44,804 --> 00:01:47,841 at the University of Texas at Austin. 21 00:01:47,874 --> 00:01:51,845 Thank you so much for joining us today, Andrew. 22 00:01:51,878 --> 00:01:54,614 Thank you so much, Diane. I'm very honored to be here. 23 00:01:54,614 --> 00:01:56,082 Thank you. 24 00:01:56,082 --> 00:02:00,153 I always start this episode by asking you to present yourself. 25 00:02:00,453 --> 00:02:05,792 Yes. My name is Andrew Dell'Antonio, or my given name is Andrea. 26 00:02:05,825 --> 00:02:07,694 I was born in Italy. 27 00:02:07,994 --> 00:02:10,997 My pronouns are he, him, and his. 28 00:02:11,331 --> 00:02:17,937 I'm delighted to be here to talk with you about disability in the arts. 29 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:19,405 Thank you so much. 30 00:02:19,439 --> 00:02:24,444 Okay, so I know that, first of all, I discovered by listening to an interview 31 00:02:24,477 --> 00:02:29,082 that you gave a few months ago or years, 32 00:02:29,115 --> 00:02:32,085 that you are a recorder player. 33 00:02:32,118 --> 00:02:34,254 Yes, absolutely. 34 00:02:34,287 --> 00:02:36,556 Yes, that was my first instrument. 35 00:02:36,589 --> 00:02:40,660 I came to music through the recorder. 36 00:02:40,693 --> 00:02:44,998 In fact, the recorder is really the primary instrument that I've always played. 37 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:48,134 I never trained on an orchestra instrument. 38 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:53,139 I took some voice lessons, but I never really became a very skilled singer. 39 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:58,511 When I was very small, my parents had me start on the recorder, as many parents do. 40 00:02:58,511 --> 00:03:03,550 But the turning point for me was a year that my stepfather was the director 41 00:03:03,583 --> 00:03:07,120 of a study abroad program in Firence, in Florence. 42 00:03:07,153 --> 00:03:11,558 My stepfather retired a few years ago from Smith College. He's a medievalist. 43 00:03:11,558 --> 00:03:15,461 He was leading students to this one-year program in Florence, 44 00:03:15,495 --> 00:03:17,330 and so my family went back there. 45 00:03:17,363 --> 00:03:20,433 I'll tell you a bit more about why I'm saying went back. 46 00:03:20,466 --> 00:03:24,971 But we went there and my parents were continuing to suggest that I studied 47 00:03:25,004 --> 00:03:30,977 with the instrument, so I went to study with somebody and I was just 48 00:03:30,977 --> 00:03:33,646 playing the regular folk tunes and so forth that I was playing. 49 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:36,749 The person asked me, Would you like to learn some repertory that was written for that instrument? 50 00:03:36,749 --> 00:03:40,286 I said, What? From that point on, it was all the way from there. 51 00:03:40,286 --> 00:03:45,491 I really became passionate about early historical, early European repertories. 52 00:03:45,525 --> 00:03:50,163 Did a few summer workshops while still in Italy. 53 00:03:50,196 --> 00:03:52,065 Really, that was my instrument through college. 54 00:03:52,098 --> 00:03:57,003 By the time I got to college, I was most interested in music history. 55 00:03:57,036 --> 00:04:02,342 Once I got to graduate school, I was in musicology, but I continued playing. 56 00:04:02,342 --> 00:04:04,944 In fact, all the way until coming here University of Texas 57 00:04:04,978 --> 00:04:10,717 in 1997, for the first few years, I was playing fairly regularly with early 58 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:13,653 European music ensembles in the area. 59 00:04:13,686 --> 00:04:17,657 I'm rusty now, but every now and then, I bring the instrument back out. 60 00:04:17,690 --> 00:04:21,995 I often will use it in classes, introductory classes to talk 61 00:04:22,028 --> 00:04:25,031 about improvisation, improvisation of ground basses, 62 00:04:25,064 --> 00:04:27,867 things like that, because that's one of the things that I like the most about 63 00:04:27,867 --> 00:04:32,005 these early repertories on which I've focused in my research is 64 00:04:32,005 --> 00:04:37,510 the flexibility and the the non-determinacy 65 00:04:37,510 --> 00:04:43,149 of the notation and the opportunity for contemporary musicians to make it their own. 66 00:04:43,149 --> 00:04:47,387 But so that's a long way to say, yes, I'm a recorder player. 67 00:04:47,387 --> 00:04:52,759 Okay. And you mentioned you were studying musicology in your grad studies. 68 00:04:52,759 --> 00:04:55,695 What was your... 69 00:04:55,695 --> 00:04:57,764 What schools did you attend? 70 00:04:57,797 --> 00:05:00,600 And what made you really dig deeper 71 00:05:00,633 --> 00:05:06,172 into this 16th and 17th century music? 72 00:05:06,205 --> 00:05:09,075 Yeah, well, I guess I'll start. 73 00:05:09,108 --> 00:05:12,312 By the way, I don't know if I'm going to apologize. 74 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,479 I tend to tell long stories. 75 00:05:13,513 --> 00:05:16,149 This is something that connects to my particular neurology, 76 00:05:16,182 --> 00:05:17,984 and so there you have it. 77 00:05:17,984 --> 00:05:20,653 I'm Italian originally. 78 00:05:20,687 --> 00:05:23,389 My first citizenship is Italian. 79 00:05:23,389 --> 00:05:24,657 My first language was Italian. 80 00:05:24,691 --> 00:05:28,995 I came to the United States at age nine when my mom married my stepfather. 81 00:05:29,028 --> 00:05:31,731 I went back a number of times. 82 00:05:31,731 --> 00:05:33,933 My father was still there. A lot of family is still there. 83 00:05:33,933 --> 00:05:36,903 So part what has always been interesting to me is European culture. 84 00:05:36,936 --> 00:05:41,107 That's part of who I am. I'm a European citizen still. 85 00:05:41,107 --> 00:05:46,946 As I studied music, I was very interested in the way that music played within culture more generally. 86 00:05:46,946 --> 00:05:51,050 Even as I was relatively young, still in high school and college, 87 00:05:51,084 --> 00:05:55,221 I was always very interested in how music created cultural meaning and how music 88 00:05:55,221 --> 00:05:56,956 inserted itself into cultural meaning. 89 00:05:56,989 --> 00:06:01,661 Also, I have this unfair advantage that Italian was the first language I learned. 90 00:06:01,694 --> 00:06:04,130 I learned French when I was very small. 91 00:06:04,163 --> 00:06:08,201 I have this fluency in European languages. 92 00:06:08,234 --> 00:06:09,302 My German is not quite as good. 93 00:06:09,335 --> 00:06:12,905 I learned that in college, but still. 94 00:06:12,939 --> 00:06:16,275 Part of the reason why, again, I gravitated towards the study 95 00:06:16,275 --> 00:06:20,880 of historical European music, having also studied Latin in school, 96 00:06:20,913 --> 00:06:24,717 is that the language makes sense to me, the culture makes sense to me. 97 00:06:24,751 --> 00:06:29,856 And so trying to make sense of how the culture worked with the music 98 00:06:29,856 --> 00:06:32,258 back then and how it works today has always been very interesting to me. 99 00:06:32,291 --> 00:06:35,094 I guess that's where it came from. 100 00:06:35,128 --> 00:06:38,898 Music was not what I automatically knew I wanted to study in college, 101 00:06:38,931 --> 00:06:42,702 but by the time I was there for a year, year and a half, 102 00:06:42,702 --> 00:06:45,404 it was clear that that was a passion. 103 00:06:45,438 --> 00:06:46,873 I went directly - 104 00:06:46,906 --> 00:06:50,476 I was an undergraduate at Yale University I went directly from there 105 00:06:50,510 --> 00:06:53,279 to University of California, Berkeley. 106 00:06:54,347 --> 00:06:57,083 I always was interested in earlier repertories, instrumental repertories, 107 00:06:57,083 --> 00:06:59,352 especially as an instrumentalist. 108 00:06:59,385 --> 00:07:02,321 Since then, I've become very interested in questions of listening and questions 109 00:07:02,321 --> 00:07:09,762 of how music is understood and processed and used by particular cultural groups 110 00:07:09,796 --> 00:07:16,402 to create particular kinds of possibilities or hurdles for others. 111 00:07:16,435 --> 00:07:21,440 Again, my early work in graduate school and shortly after graduate school 112 00:07:21,474 --> 00:07:22,575 connected to instrumental music. 113 00:07:22,608 --> 00:07:27,079 But after that, most of my publications have to do with listening, 114 00:07:27,113 --> 00:07:32,351 both historical listening in the past and listening in the present questions. 115 00:07:32,385 --> 00:07:35,555 I have an essay out there about I'm listening at MTV. 116 00:07:35,588 --> 00:07:37,890 Actually, I have two of them from a while back. 117 00:07:37,924 --> 00:07:42,361 But more recently, I've really become very interested in questions connected 118 00:07:42,361 --> 00:07:46,466 to disability, and I guess this is going to be our segue, and how I might have - 119 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:53,239 I moved into disability-related matters in the arts and in music, specifically. 120 00:07:54,273 --> 00:07:56,676 Tell us about that. 121 00:07:58,044 --> 00:08:00,813 I'm just monologuing here. 122 00:08:00,847 --> 00:08:04,717 I'm taking over for you. - Great segue! 123 00:08:04,717 --> 00:08:07,720 Well, no, I mean, if that's not where you want to go next, I shouldn't. 124 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:10,189 No, definitely, it's where I wanted to go next. 125 00:08:10,189 --> 00:08:11,757 You just read my mind. 126 00:08:11,791 --> 00:08:13,359 I read your mind, exactly. 127 00:08:13,392 --> 00:08:20,066 Well, since your podcast has been going on for a while, I've really learned a lot 128 00:08:20,066 --> 00:08:22,902 from people you've brought on, and oftentimes I know that they 129 00:08:22,935 --> 00:08:26,472 have been speaking to how they got into music and disability. 130 00:08:26,505 --> 00:08:30,543 My path to disability, I guess, is twofold. 131 00:08:30,576 --> 00:08:35,314 One is I was born with a particular cognitive way 132 00:08:35,348 --> 00:08:38,651 of operating, which I didn't really know until I was diagnosed with ADHD 133 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:43,956 at age 54, 55, somewhere in there. 134 00:08:43,990 --> 00:08:46,659 But this is not what... 135 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:50,496 I mean, looking back over my life, it's like, yes, okay, many of the traits 136 00:08:50,496 --> 00:08:55,668 that are attributed to that particular pathology or pathologization of a way 137 00:08:55,701 --> 00:09:00,940 of being were things that happened to me or I were part of my life earlier. 138 00:09:00,973 --> 00:09:05,344 As it happened, because I was very fortunate. 139 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:07,113 I had a very supportive family. 140 00:09:07,146 --> 00:09:12,251 I was not a first-generation graduate of college or even of graduate school. 141 00:09:12,285 --> 00:09:15,922 I was in a community that was very supportive of academic work. 142 00:09:15,955 --> 00:09:21,360 I was not disabled according 143 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:24,897 to social model by my way of being. 144 00:09:24,931 --> 00:09:28,334 That's been very interesting for me to figure out if and how 145 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:33,839 to claim disability, because certainly there are aspects of the way I am that 146 00:09:33,873 --> 00:09:38,778 could be perceived as being impaired within certain contemporary contexts. 147 00:09:38,811 --> 00:09:43,382 But because they have mostly manifested when I've been older and when 148 00:09:43,416 --> 00:09:47,286 I've been very powerful and privileged, people have had to accommodate me. 149 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:51,057 I've never actually had to request accommodations of any sort, 150 00:09:51,090 --> 00:09:55,361 which has been really interesting for me to think about, but to be also cognizant 151 00:09:55,394 --> 00:09:58,631 of people who work the way I do having to request accommodations. 152 00:09:58,664 --> 00:10:02,735 If I'd known more about the way I worked then certain accommodations 153 00:10:02,735 --> 00:10:05,938 that might have helped it, I probably would have been helpful for me 154 00:10:05,938 --> 00:10:07,740 when I was younger, but they weren't. 155 00:10:07,773 --> 00:10:08,941 That's part one. 156 00:10:08,975 --> 00:10:14,480 But the way that I initially came to be cognizant of disability culture 157 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:19,251 was that my daughter Miriam, who's going to be turned 23 - 158 00:10:19,285 --> 00:10:23,356 no, I'm sorry, 24, this August - is autistic, non-speaking, 159 00:10:23,389 --> 00:10:27,426 has epilepsy, a few other difficulties. 160 00:10:27,827 --> 00:10:33,332 Very quickly, as she was growing up, I was placed into this very interesting 161 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:37,937 community of parents of disabled kids, but also in conversation with, 162 00:10:37,970 --> 00:10:42,475 and sometimes unfortunately, conflict with disabled adults with those 163 00:10:42,508 --> 00:10:45,011 particular configurations of body lines. 164 00:10:45,044 --> 00:10:50,383 I learned an incredible amount from talking with, corresponding with being 165 00:10:50,416 --> 00:10:55,888 online with the autistic neurodiversity community, really over the last 20 years, 166 00:10:55,921 --> 00:10:58,424 especially, I guess, the last 15 years. 167 00:10:58,457 --> 00:11:02,261 It's been a long journey. 168 00:11:02,261 --> 00:11:06,365 Even before my own diagnosis, which, frankly, I saw it partly 169 00:11:06,399 --> 00:11:10,970 because I'd learned so much about what various kinds of neurodivergent, 170 00:11:11,003 --> 00:11:15,641 how they manifested, and I thought, I wonder if, and sure enough. 171 00:11:15,674 --> 00:11:20,479 I have been drawing on certain kinds of resources. 172 00:11:20,513 --> 00:11:23,449 There are medications that have been helpful for my focus. 173 00:11:23,482 --> 00:11:28,788 I have been working with a counselor who is also ADHD and very good at providing strategies. 174 00:11:28,788 --> 00:11:34,326 But where then this all came to a head has been in my teaching. 175 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:40,533 So my interest in the realities of different ways of being, being 176 00:11:40,566 --> 00:11:44,403 legitimate in the world, and my realization that 177 00:11:44,403 --> 00:11:49,041 in academic contexts, those alternate ways of legitimately being 178 00:11:49,075 --> 00:11:54,380 in the world were not being honored, has led me in the last decade or so to 179 00:11:54,480 --> 00:12:01,954 trying to find approaches, some of them curricular, some of them 180 00:12:01,954 --> 00:12:09,328 political, some of them strategic, to foster diversity, honoring diversity of 181 00:12:09,361 --> 00:12:13,599 all sorts, regardless of your body and mind, 182 00:12:13,632 --> 00:12:18,037 whether using categories of age or race or disability. 183 00:12:18,070 --> 00:12:24,543 So really I sometimes do claim the identity disabled. 184 00:12:24,543 --> 00:12:28,714 I also make it very explicit, as I just did a few minutes ago, that 185 00:12:28,714 --> 00:12:33,452 under the social model, I'm not really disabled at all because 186 00:12:33,452 --> 00:12:36,789 I function very well within my professional context. 187 00:12:36,822 --> 00:12:41,861 But it is true that, for example, I have a very difficult time 188 00:12:41,894 --> 00:12:43,095 keeping track of time. 189 00:12:43,129 --> 00:12:49,368 The flow of time does not process for me the way it does for many other people. 190 00:12:49,401 --> 00:12:53,572 I've had to build lots of strategies to make time work for me. 191 00:12:53,606 --> 00:13:00,212 In a different context, I could have been in a lot more trouble 192 00:13:00,212 --> 00:13:05,017 because I'm late to almost everything. Things like that. 193 00:13:05,017 --> 00:13:08,754 So that's my background. Really, most of the work... 194 00:13:08,788 --> 00:13:13,759 I've published a little bit in Music and Disability, but it's just about... 195 00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:16,095 Most of it has been focused on teaching, a little bit has 196 00:13:16,128 --> 00:13:18,798 been focused on neurodiversity more broadly, 197 00:13:18,798 --> 00:13:21,066 and I'm Ihappy to talk a little bit about that, too. 198 00:13:21,066 --> 00:13:28,240 Yes. But I think also it's a good point about the fact that whatever your disability is, 199 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:30,142 it can also be a strength. 200 00:13:30,142 --> 00:13:33,846 I know that with hyperactivity because 201 00:13:34,313 --> 00:13:37,883 when you're able to focus your energy on... 202 00:13:37,917 --> 00:13:42,254 Especially you, you did a good job in intersectionality. 203 00:13:42,288 --> 00:13:47,293 You wrote about gender, sexuality. 204 00:13:47,326 --> 00:13:50,963 You wrote a bit about disability, as you said. 205 00:13:50,996 --> 00:13:56,535 But in a way, you have broadened a lot of different perspectives 206 00:13:56,569 --> 00:14:02,575 and views on your society, which has to do or not with disability. 207 00:14:02,608 --> 00:14:06,078 We also have discussions about the fact that 208 00:14:06,078 --> 00:14:09,014 everybody has different access needs. 209 00:14:09,048 --> 00:14:11,517 I talk about that a lot. 210 00:14:11,550 --> 00:14:17,122 When you were talking about this maybe conflictual conversations 211 00:14:17,156 --> 00:14:22,461 with other people with disabilities who have other views, it's important 212 00:14:22,494 --> 00:14:29,702 to really understand the diversity of access needs and abilities that we have. 213 00:14:29,702 --> 00:14:34,540 I think you did a good job in all that because you wrote a lot about 214 00:14:34,573 --> 00:14:36,542 these different perspectives, right? 215 00:14:36,542 --> 00:14:38,143 Yeah. Yes. 216 00:14:38,177 --> 00:14:42,114 Again, in various places, I mean, one of the things that have found... 217 00:14:42,781 --> 00:14:46,919 One of the places where I've been very present in these conversations, 218 00:14:46,919 --> 00:14:49,088 or been significantly present in these conversations, 219 00:14:49,121 --> 00:14:53,559 has been in online social media and I've been boosting a lot of voices. 220 00:14:53,592 --> 00:14:56,495 I've been writing a bit there as well, blogging a bit, 221 00:14:56,495 --> 00:14:58,564 and then again writing a few essays. 222 00:14:58,597 --> 00:15:03,102 I have to say in terms of academic writing on disability, that's not 223 00:15:03,102 --> 00:15:06,238 been my focus, and that's okay. 224 00:15:06,272 --> 00:15:12,378 But I think recently, I'm trying to now remember the author, but I will be able 225 00:15:12,411 --> 00:15:16,882 to give you a link later, Diane, if you want to post it. 226 00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:22,054 An author, a disabled author who, one of whose focus is access and academic access, 227 00:15:22,054 --> 00:15:25,291 talking about access friction 228 00:15:25,291 --> 00:15:29,828 as another way of describing this concept, 229 00:15:29,862 --> 00:15:35,067 which, again, in many ways is often 230 00:15:35,067 --> 00:15:38,404 described as conflicting access needs. 231 00:15:38,437 --> 00:15:41,941 What this author said, which I thought was really useful, 232 00:15:41,974 --> 00:15:47,413 was that if you frame it as conflict, then it's a scarcity model where only 233 00:15:47,446 --> 00:15:53,319 some people can, or potentially, only some people can get what they won't need. 234 00:15:53,352 --> 00:15:58,123 But if you're talking about friction, you're talking about there are multiple 235 00:15:58,157 --> 00:16:01,060 ways that will rub up against each other. 236 00:16:01,093 --> 00:16:02,761 And friction is not always bad. 237 00:16:02,761 --> 00:16:06,231 In fact, friction In another context of - 238 00:16:06,231 --> 00:16:10,703 in all this AI resources 239 00:16:10,703 --> 00:16:14,340 and these large language models that allow you to write without friction. 240 00:16:14,373 --> 00:16:17,576 I've seen people say, actually, friction when you're writing 241 00:16:17,609 --> 00:16:20,012 and thinking is good because you... 242 00:16:21,013 --> 00:16:24,216 thinking, rubbing up against something that 243 00:16:24,216 --> 00:16:29,154 isn't quite resolved is a way that we change and we think and we grow. 244 00:16:29,188 --> 00:16:35,227 If something is frictionless, then it doesn't give us a chance to dwell on 245 00:16:35,260 --> 00:16:39,298 exactly who might be being left out, what the intersections that we're not 246 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:40,966 paying attention might be. 247 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:45,104 All this is to say I liked how this person framed access friction. 248 00:16:45,104 --> 00:16:49,441 Often in classes, both disability-focused classes and otherwise, 249 00:16:49,441 --> 00:16:53,946 talked about conflicting access needs or contrasting access needs. 250 00:16:53,979 --> 00:16:59,018 But I appreciate friction as a non-charged or charged, 251 00:16:59,051 --> 00:17:01,320 but not negative term about that. 252 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:02,955 But absolutely, one of the things... 253 00:17:02,988 --> 00:17:09,294 I have to say, I think I feel very fortunate that... 254 00:17:09,395 --> 00:17:14,133 I think partly because I came to other 255 00:17:15,067 --> 00:17:17,503 marginalized identity studies 256 00:17:17,536 --> 00:17:20,372 before I came to disability musicology. 257 00:17:20,406 --> 00:17:25,010 When I was finishing graduate school, feminism was first, which is bizarre to say, 258 00:17:25,010 --> 00:17:31,183 but first really coming into play, so strong second-generation feminism, 259 00:17:31,183 --> 00:17:33,085 second-wave feminism in musicology. 260 00:17:33,118 --> 00:17:36,655 I was very taken by and very much in favor of the work. 261 00:17:36,688 --> 00:17:40,859 I saw how much it was disruptive, disruptive even to my own thinking. 262 00:17:40,893 --> 00:17:46,432 But I was fortunate back then to not feel challenged to manage to get beyond 263 00:17:46,465 --> 00:17:50,936 the defensiveness and to figure out, Okay, how can we help create 264 00:17:50,969 --> 00:17:54,973 greater equity within this context. 265 00:17:54,973 --> 00:17:59,878 Then when around the same time, actually, queer studies hit hard in academia. 266 00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:04,516 Also, even as a cis man, I was extremely taken by 267 00:18:04,516 --> 00:18:06,151 the importance of those messages. 268 00:18:06,185 --> 00:18:12,224 And so yet again, I had to reconfigure my ideas of my own position 269 00:18:12,257 --> 00:18:16,662 within that marginalization and try not to be defensive. 270 00:18:16,695 --> 00:18:22,901 When then I came across disability as a disability culture, 271 00:18:22,901 --> 00:18:27,172 particularly neurodiversity, neurodivergence culture, and I was faced with the idea that 272 00:18:27,206 --> 00:18:32,845 the way I'd been thinking about my child was potentially harmful and wrong-headed. 273 00:18:32,878 --> 00:18:36,281 I was fortunate to be able to say, Okay 274 00:18:36,281 --> 00:18:38,684 rather than, Oh, my, no, no, no, no, that can't be. 275 00:18:38,717 --> 00:18:40,319 I love my child. 276 00:18:40,319 --> 00:18:42,521 There's no way that the way I've been thinking could possibly 277 00:18:42,554 --> 00:18:44,823 be harmful to my child. 278 00:18:44,823 --> 00:18:48,160 That, I guess, back to this idea of intersectionality is… 279 00:18:48,193 --> 00:18:51,763 I don't want to pretend that I am inherently better on me. 280 00:18:51,763 --> 00:18:54,166 I still make mistakes and I still am learning. 281 00:18:54,199 --> 00:18:59,471 But I've managed over time to cultivate this idea of if somebody tells me 282 00:18:59,505 --> 00:19:06,812 that harm is happening, I do my best not to deny that I have a role in it. 283 00:19:06,845 --> 00:19:11,517 That can be very difficult because, again, one doesn't 284 00:19:11,550 --> 00:19:13,652 want to feel like one has done harm. 285 00:19:13,685 --> 00:19:17,656 One doesn't want to feel like one is creating difficulties for others. 286 00:19:17,689 --> 00:19:23,462 But structural biases, and disability is one of the categories, 287 00:19:23,462 --> 00:19:26,231 thorough structural biases on access 288 00:19:26,265 --> 00:19:30,102 are just so baked into everything we do, 289 00:19:30,135 --> 00:19:36,241 and certainly academic work and the arts, that if we ignore them and we say, 290 00:19:36,241 --> 00:19:39,611 Well, we didn't mean to set them up that way, so 291 00:19:39,645 --> 00:19:43,448 we don't have to do anything about them, then we continue leaving people out. 292 00:19:43,482 --> 00:19:48,687 Leaving people out is something that I've always had a problem with. 293 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:52,224 Again, I think I've been fortunate that I was able to go 294 00:19:52,257 --> 00:19:58,030 through the exercise of correcting my own thinking significantly 295 00:19:58,096 --> 00:20:03,001 with other identity categories before then I got hit hard with the disability issue, 296 00:20:03,035 --> 00:20:08,974 which was in a way a lot closer to me when you have a child who's disabled and you 297 00:20:08,974 --> 00:20:13,679 come up with a perspective that you think is correct and the best for your child. 298 00:20:13,712 --> 00:20:16,582 Then an adult comes to you who has a disability and says, 299 00:20:16,582 --> 00:20:20,752 No, actually, what you're doing is potentially harmful to your child. 300 00:20:20,786 --> 00:20:26,291 It's much closer than an academic exercise, but it's also more important. 301 00:20:26,325 --> 00:20:28,393 Anyway, so that's how I came into it. 302 00:20:28,427 --> 00:20:33,799 One of the things I really like about or I'm really grateful about 303 00:20:33,832 --> 00:20:37,402 my opportunities within disability in the arts, 304 00:20:37,436 --> 00:20:43,075 is that I am teaching at a university with a very strong performing arts 305 00:20:43,108 --> 00:20:46,812 program in music in my own area, but also as well as in theater and dance. 306 00:20:46,845 --> 00:20:50,282 We have a really good visual arts program as well. 307 00:20:50,315 --> 00:20:55,754 Over the years, I've been here not 27 years. 308 00:20:55,787 --> 00:20:57,990 Lord, I can't believe them. 309 00:20:58,023 --> 00:21:02,227 Basically, almost a half a lifetime for me. 310 00:21:02,260 --> 00:21:08,734 I've grown in professional accomplishment, authority, privilege, 311 00:21:08,734 --> 00:21:14,172 so that now I can be very visibly 312 00:21:15,741 --> 00:21:18,043 in favor of certain kinds of change 313 00:21:18,043 --> 00:21:22,381 without as much risk to me personally. 314 00:21:22,414 --> 00:21:27,352 I know that a lot of younger scholars, a lot of younger people within an academy 315 00:21:27,386 --> 00:21:30,656 are legitimately more concerned about coming out, as it were, 316 00:21:30,689 --> 00:21:35,460 in favor of certain things that would question certain core aspects 317 00:21:35,460 --> 00:21:38,130 of the academic enterprise. 318 00:21:38,163 --> 00:21:40,565 I feel like I can make a difference. 319 00:21:40,599 --> 00:21:43,268 At this point in my life, it feels very good. 320 00:21:43,301 --> 00:21:46,505 I'm almost 62. 321 00:21:46,538 --> 00:21:49,041 No, 61. 322 00:21:49,508 --> 00:21:52,077 I know how old I am. I'm almost 61. 323 00:21:52,744 --> 00:21:57,215 I'm starting to think backwards towards legacy things, as well as 324 00:21:57,249 --> 00:21:59,718 helping to bring people forward. 325 00:21:59,751 --> 00:22:04,356 Again, the work that younger scholars are doing, that you're doing as they're doing 326 00:22:04,389 --> 00:22:08,694 is so meaningful and so important. 327 00:22:08,694 --> 00:22:11,463 I'm in a position to be able to help support that, I think, 328 00:22:11,496 --> 00:22:12,631 and that feels good. 329 00:22:12,664 --> 00:22:15,500 I'm in a position to help introduce students to ways 330 00:22:15,534 --> 00:22:19,237 of thinking about disability that I myself was not introduced to 331 00:22:19,271 --> 00:22:22,441 in undergraduate or graduate. 332 00:22:23,075 --> 00:22:27,412 If I had been introduced to them earlier, perhaps my own thinking would have 333 00:22:27,412 --> 00:22:29,481 gotten to a better place more quickly. 334 00:22:29,581 --> 00:22:35,454 But all that, actually, everything you're mentioning right now, it's about learning. 335 00:22:35,620 --> 00:22:39,157 You learn as a parent with a child with disability, 336 00:22:39,157 --> 00:22:42,394 you learn as an exchange with others. 337 00:22:42,427 --> 00:22:46,431 I'm not talking about academic, I'm talking about life in general. 338 00:22:46,431 --> 00:22:48,533 Life is a constant learning. 339 00:22:48,533 --> 00:22:53,638 If you're willing to learn and to acquire new knowledge that you're able 340 00:22:53,672 --> 00:23:00,512 to transmit, which is really the heart of what we are doing in 341 00:23:00,545 --> 00:23:04,783 this exercise as a teacher, but also as a person, 342 00:23:04,783 --> 00:23:10,889 and that's what I appreciate when we get together and we talk is that there is this 343 00:23:10,922 --> 00:23:12,924 constant learning in exchange. 344 00:23:12,958 --> 00:23:16,895 I think that's what you're also transmitting to your own students 345 00:23:16,928 --> 00:23:19,231 as a teacher. 346 00:23:19,264 --> 00:23:25,203 Right now, you are developing some other strategies about learning, I think. 347 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:26,772 Can you talk about that part? 348 00:23:26,805 --> 00:23:30,642 I know you're doing a work about universal design for learning. 349 00:23:30,642 --> 00:23:32,677 Absolutely. Yes, absolutely. 350 00:23:32,711 --> 00:23:38,583 Again, this This concept of universal design for learning, UDL, 351 00:23:39,184 --> 00:23:44,289 has been around quite some time, and I in no way want to 352 00:23:44,756 --> 00:23:48,326 claim primacy in terms of bringing it to music issues. 353 00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:54,466 There are actually some other music scholars, I should name Reba Wissner for one 354 00:23:54,466 --> 00:23:58,303 and maybe we'll link her work out, who has been really working very hard 355 00:23:58,336 --> 00:24:03,475 to make UDL visible within music. 356 00:24:03,909 --> 00:24:08,113 But the principle aspect of Universal Design for Learning, 357 00:24:08,146 --> 00:24:11,516 which again, maybe some other guests may talk about at some point 358 00:24:11,550 --> 00:24:18,457 in this podcast, is the idea that there should be flexibility in the way somebody 359 00:24:18,490 --> 00:24:22,961 approaches learning more broadly defined. 360 00:24:22,994 --> 00:24:26,331 So there should be multiple ways to gain information. 361 00:24:26,364 --> 00:24:29,468 There should be multiple ways to demonstrate that one 362 00:24:29,501 --> 00:24:31,403 has acquired that information. 363 00:24:31,436 --> 00:24:37,809 And there should be multiple ways for somebody to come to information 364 00:24:37,843 --> 00:24:40,378 or learning being meaningful to them. 365 00:24:40,378 --> 00:24:43,048 This last one is actually the one that I find most fascinating. 366 00:24:43,081 --> 00:24:49,721 Because the first two, in a way, a lot of that has been done over the years. 367 00:24:49,754 --> 00:24:55,193 Again, a lot of this is relatively new theorizing of things 368 00:24:55,227 --> 00:24:57,462 that have been done for a long time. 369 00:24:57,462 --> 00:25:01,900 I should say here, as a side note, my mother's specialization 370 00:25:01,933 --> 00:25:04,236 is early childhood education. 371 00:25:04,603 --> 00:25:10,942 One of the areas or one of the models that she worked with a great deal 372 00:25:10,976 --> 00:25:13,979 is an early childhood model from Reggio Emilia, 373 00:25:13,979 --> 00:25:19,217 which is this small city in Northern Italy, which after the Second World War, 374 00:25:19,251 --> 00:25:23,688 began developing these sensational early childhood programs, which were student-driven. 375 00:25:23,688 --> 00:25:28,860 They were driven by the kids with very well-trained facilitator teachers 376 00:25:28,894 --> 00:25:34,266 and especially art, what they call the Atelier system, which was 377 00:25:34,266 --> 00:25:40,639 You have an artist who helps the students learn through making art. 378 00:25:40,672 --> 00:25:46,378 It is one of the most extraordinary, flexible, 379 00:25:46,411 --> 00:25:49,447 ingenious learning systems ever. 380 00:25:49,481 --> 00:25:55,620 Of course, it is not grades-based, and it's based on the students learning 381 00:25:55,654 --> 00:25:58,123 on their own best ways that they can. 382 00:25:58,156 --> 00:26:04,195 UDL, to some degree, connects to that principle, where some people, 383 00:26:04,229 --> 00:26:06,998 even though learning styles per se, you know. 384 00:26:06,998 --> 00:26:10,135 Are you a visual learner? Are you a text learner? 385 00:26:10,168 --> 00:26:13,972 Those aren't confirmed scientifically. 386 00:26:14,005 --> 00:26:18,677 But it's definitely true that different ways of engaging with different kinds of media 387 00:26:18,677 --> 00:26:25,717 can sometimes for multiple people be more meaningful and more effective. 388 00:26:25,750 --> 00:26:30,989 As somebody wants to learn something, I might learn better on a particular day 389 00:26:31,022 --> 00:26:34,859 by listening to a podcast like this one or listening to an audiobook 390 00:26:34,893 --> 00:26:39,264 or whatever, and then I might want to go back and read part of it so that I can 391 00:26:39,297 --> 00:26:42,601 learn through reading and so forth, so that as many different ways 392 00:26:42,634 --> 00:26:45,136 that you can encounter media is better. 393 00:26:45,170 --> 00:26:52,344 Of course, this was in some ways, at least, developed to help people 394 00:26:52,344 --> 00:26:57,215 with a variety of different physical and cognitive strengths. 395 00:26:57,248 --> 00:27:01,519 If your visual perception is not very good, then you'd better 396 00:27:01,553 --> 00:27:03,722 have really good audio materials. 397 00:27:03,755 --> 00:27:09,094 If your auditory perception is not good, then you must have resources 398 00:27:09,127 --> 00:27:11,863 that are good for your reading. 399 00:27:11,863 --> 00:27:17,902 But in a sense, that's not the only people who benefit from having 400 00:27:17,902 --> 00:27:19,237 multiple ways of requiring information. 401 00:27:19,270 --> 00:27:23,875 Likewise, some people, for whatever reason, are very good at time tests. 402 00:27:23,908 --> 00:27:26,644 They're very good at memorization, and they can convey things 403 00:27:26,678 --> 00:27:28,046 through memorization. 404 00:27:28,079 --> 00:27:29,981 I, for example, am really bad at that. 405 00:27:30,015 --> 00:27:31,316 I didn't know why. 406 00:27:31,349 --> 00:27:33,852 It's because of the way that my brain works. 407 00:27:33,885 --> 00:27:36,721 It is why time tests were always really terrible for me. 408 00:27:36,755 --> 00:27:39,991 Memorizing names and dates was always terrible for me. 409 00:27:40,025 --> 00:27:43,461 Actually, I developed my own way of teaching history, which 410 00:27:43,495 --> 00:27:46,831 relied relatively little on memorization with my students and more 411 00:27:46,831 --> 00:27:50,402 on concepts and connecting concepts to things, which is the way I learned. 412 00:27:50,402 --> 00:27:56,141 In a way, I UDLed myself as a young learner, and then 413 00:27:56,174 --> 00:27:58,610 I've passed it on to my students. 414 00:27:58,643 --> 00:28:03,748 Different people will be able to convey having understood in different ways. 415 00:28:03,782 --> 00:28:06,818 In Italy, I remember there was a lot of oral examination, 416 00:28:06,851 --> 00:28:10,822 which could be terrifying, but for some people actually 417 00:28:10,822 --> 00:28:13,058 was what they got used to and they were okay with it. 418 00:28:13,058 --> 00:28:15,760 You are in front of three or four people and they tell you, Okay, 419 00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:18,930 Dell'Antonio, tell me about this, this, this. 420 00:28:18,963 --> 00:28:22,233 Some people do really well on that. Other people do better 421 00:28:22,233 --> 00:28:25,236 in written examinations. Other people do better with essays. 422 00:28:25,236 --> 00:28:29,140 These are multiple different ways of conveying information. 423 00:28:29,174 --> 00:28:34,846 This is the second branch of UDL is multiple ways, flexible ways of conveying information. 424 00:28:34,846 --> 00:28:37,982 But the third branch about multiple ways of accessing, 425 00:28:37,982 --> 00:28:41,886 of making something relevant is really important to me. 426 00:28:41,886 --> 00:28:47,892 In the last few years, as I've been noticing how students have been affected by the pandemic 427 00:28:47,892 --> 00:28:53,131 and by, frankly, the world being on fire, as my 428 00:28:53,331 --> 00:28:58,937 just now turned 18-year-old stepson says, it's very hard to focus on things because 429 00:28:58,970 --> 00:29:04,943 there are so many distractions and so many difficult things happening around us. 430 00:29:04,943 --> 00:29:09,781 It can be difficult to be motivated to study, to engage with something that 431 00:29:09,781 --> 00:29:13,551 is not inherently interesting to us. 432 00:29:14,018 --> 00:29:17,388 The tradition has always been to say, Well, suck it up. 433 00:29:17,388 --> 00:29:20,592 You got to learn this, so learn it the way I got to make you teach it. 434 00:29:20,625 --> 00:29:22,827 I don't care if you are struggling. 435 00:29:22,861 --> 00:29:26,197 If you can't do it, then you clearly are not worthy or not smart enough, 436 00:29:26,197 --> 00:29:27,832 et cetera, et cetera. 437 00:29:27,832 --> 00:29:35,440 UDL says, No, the way that we can help people learn is by making things meaningful, 438 00:29:35,473 --> 00:29:40,812 helping them make them meaningful for themselves, which is 439 00:29:40,812 --> 00:29:47,352 extraordinarily complicated because, of course, I can't make something interesting for you. 440 00:29:47,385 --> 00:29:51,823 But if I provide you multiple ways of thinking about why something 441 00:29:51,823 --> 00:29:57,328 is interesting, then the odds are that you're going to find it interesting. 442 00:29:57,362 --> 00:29:59,697 It's more likely that you'll find it interesting than if I just say, 443 00:29:59,731 --> 00:30:03,001 Okay, this is why it's interesting, or even say, I don't care 444 00:30:03,001 --> 00:30:05,804 if you find it interesting. Learn it. 445 00:30:05,837 --> 00:30:09,807 Because if you have to learn something that you don't think is interesting, that is inherently more difficult. 446 00:30:09,807 --> 00:30:15,947 Again, and some people find strategies and you do it. This is something that's very interesting to me. 447 00:30:15,947 --> 00:30:20,552 One of the things that I've been noticing, so beyond more broadly, 448 00:30:20,585 --> 00:30:24,856 trying to apply these various principles in my teaching, because 449 00:30:24,856 --> 00:30:28,026 coming back to the fact that many of the classes I teach have to do 450 00:30:28,059 --> 00:30:31,829 with historically early European repertories, which 451 00:30:31,829 --> 00:30:36,334 modern, contemporary 21st century students often might say, Well, 452 00:30:36,367 --> 00:30:38,369 how is this important to me? 453 00:30:38,403 --> 00:30:40,104 Which is a fair question. 454 00:30:40,371 --> 00:30:42,674 Now, the fact that these repertories are still played a great deal 455 00:30:42,707 --> 00:30:46,144 and are still very meaningful to a lot of people means that 456 00:30:46,144 --> 00:30:48,279 they can still have meaning in the 21st century. 457 00:30:48,313 --> 00:30:53,318 And so the question is, how can current young students who have not yet 458 00:30:53,351 --> 00:30:57,355 engaged with them very deeply see if they can find them meaningful? 459 00:30:57,388 --> 00:31:00,225 I asked them, Give it a chance. 460 00:31:00,258 --> 00:31:02,560 Here are a few ways that these could be meaningful for you, 461 00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:05,864 just like they're meaningful to people in your generation elsewhere. 462 00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:09,701 That's something more broadly that I've approached. 463 00:31:09,701 --> 00:31:14,072 But one of the things that I'm working on right now is a collaborative project 464 00:31:14,105 --> 00:31:19,244 with a colleague who is the head of our dance area in our Department of 465 00:31:19,244 --> 00:31:23,281 Theater and Dance here at the University of Texas and College of Fine Arts. 466 00:31:23,314 --> 00:31:26,017 Their name is EG Gionfriddo 467 00:31:26,017 --> 00:31:33,291 and EG is a choreographer, primarily, he teaches primarily ensemble, choreography classes, 468 00:31:33,324 --> 00:31:42,533 also helps and directs production classes in the Department of Theater and Dance. 469 00:31:42,533 --> 00:31:48,273 They're an applied person, primarily, and I'm primarily a classroom person. 470 00:31:48,306 --> 00:31:52,710 We're both very interested in the question of how do we help students 471 00:31:52,744 --> 00:31:55,713 learning community in an inclusive way. 472 00:31:55,747 --> 00:31:58,950 Back to this idea of intersectional belonging. 473 00:31:59,384 --> 00:32:04,289 And some of it absolutely has to do with gender and gender identity 474 00:32:04,322 --> 00:32:07,725 and sexuality and ethnicity or race. 475 00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:12,163 And some has to do with ability, disability, ability, 476 00:32:12,163 --> 00:32:15,900 however we define the thing, the way your body mind can and can't do 477 00:32:15,933 --> 00:32:19,470 certain things, which of these things can be 478 00:32:19,504 --> 00:32:24,642 built and learned building on strength, which of these things need to be 479 00:32:24,642 --> 00:32:29,847 accommodated and remanaged because your body mind right now cannot do those things. 480 00:32:29,847 --> 00:32:33,084 And which of these things are essential for you to be able to do? 481 00:32:33,117 --> 00:32:36,321 Or which What are these things can you negotiate? 482 00:32:36,354 --> 00:32:39,490 Back to this idea of access you were saying earlier about - 483 00:32:39,490 --> 00:32:41,392 access is about negotiation. 484 00:32:41,426 --> 00:32:44,595 Is which of these situations in this space 485 00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:48,766 in this time, in this location, are just 486 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:52,971 a nonstarter that you cannot function in this space, given your body mind? 487 00:32:53,004 --> 00:32:56,040 Which of these are, it's not going to be great, 488 00:32:56,040 --> 00:33:02,814 but I can deal with a half an hour of this if it's the good enough reason for me to do it. 489 00:33:02,847 --> 00:33:08,486 What's the incentive for me to put through a half an hour of physical discomfort, 490 00:33:08,519 --> 00:33:12,423 if in the end, perhaps, then we can get the next half hour, 491 00:33:12,423 --> 00:33:15,626 we can change the circumstances, we can turn off the florist of lights, 492 00:33:15,660 --> 00:33:20,431 whatever it is that is difficult for various people. 493 00:33:20,465 --> 00:33:23,735 But one of the big pieces that we're working on... 494 00:33:23,768 --> 00:33:28,639 Our project has to do with how do you design syllabi, how do you design courses 495 00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:35,813 to create this idea of belonging, but also ideas of accountability. 496 00:33:35,847 --> 00:33:39,417 This is something that is tricky because 497 00:33:39,450 --> 00:33:43,087 particularly performing arts, we count - 498 00:33:43,087 --> 00:33:49,060 when we're on an ensemble of any sort, a production, we have to have our collaborators there. 499 00:33:49,093 --> 00:33:52,597 If a collaborator is not there, then we can't do a rehearsal, we can't 500 00:33:52,630 --> 00:33:56,334 do a performance, or at least that's made more complicated. 501 00:33:56,367 --> 00:34:00,505 As a performer, you are accountable to the people with whom you are working 502 00:34:00,505 --> 00:34:03,741 to be part of the group as much as you can. 503 00:34:03,741 --> 00:34:07,211 But also the community is accountable to the individual if the individual 504 00:34:07,245 --> 00:34:10,281 has moments in which they cannot be physically present. 505 00:34:10,314 --> 00:34:15,253 And so how do we translate that into teaching? 506 00:34:15,319 --> 00:34:19,624 There's so much of teaching that is focused on attendance. 507 00:34:19,657 --> 00:34:22,126 You must be present in order to learn. 508 00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:26,764 For a long time, I've discarded that. 509 00:34:26,798 --> 00:34:31,502 That was one of the very first pieces of UDL, particularly with the pandemic, 510 00:34:31,536 --> 00:34:36,307 with the shutdown, from when we were all online, our university 511 00:34:36,340 --> 00:34:39,377 was online in the fall 2020, spring 2021. 512 00:34:39,410 --> 00:34:42,513 From that point on, I've had every class have an alternative 513 00:34:42,513 --> 00:34:48,352 non-in-person assignment for every session because people are sick, 514 00:34:48,386 --> 00:34:54,725 because people are... And I've also determined that in some classes, 515 00:34:54,759 --> 00:34:58,396 if enough people aren't there, then it's hard to get the energy 516 00:34:58,429 --> 00:35:01,999 of the class going to do the thing. 517 00:35:02,066 --> 00:35:07,004 Worse still, some students decide, Oh, well, I'll just do the other assignment. 518 00:35:07,038 --> 00:35:09,974 Then they're overwhelmed, they don't. 519 00:35:10,007 --> 00:35:15,112 Then they become disconnected from the class because they're not there 520 00:35:15,146 --> 00:35:19,050 to be held up by the class, but also not doing the work 521 00:35:19,050 --> 00:35:21,586 that they could be doing instead. 522 00:35:21,986 --> 00:35:25,156 We are, in the next couple of years, working with a couple 523 00:35:25,156 --> 00:35:27,959 of colleagues, we're building a small cohort of instructors. 524 00:35:27,992 --> 00:35:30,561 We're going to try to experiment in various ways that we can create 525 00:35:30,561 --> 00:35:34,532 an intrinsic motivation to be in community 526 00:35:34,565 --> 00:35:39,437 to learn, but also an intrinsic motivation 527 00:35:40,338 --> 00:35:44,542 where there's compassion and accommodation built in so that if you 528 00:35:44,542 --> 00:35:50,014 cannot be there, you are not inherently penalized or judged. 529 00:35:50,047 --> 00:35:52,517 There has to be trust in every direction. 530 00:35:52,550 --> 00:35:57,288 The instructor has to trust the student to be there whenever they can, 531 00:35:57,321 --> 00:36:02,260 and the student has to trust their classmates to be there with them 532 00:36:02,293 --> 00:36:04,195 because one learns a community. 533 00:36:04,228 --> 00:36:07,365 I I think that's one of the valuable things about the performing arts, 534 00:36:07,398 --> 00:36:13,404 and certainly about residential university life, is that learning community, 535 00:36:13,437 --> 00:36:19,110 discussion, dialog, conversation, it's different from learning from reading, 536 00:36:19,143 --> 00:36:21,012 it's different from learning from recording. 537 00:36:21,045 --> 00:36:24,916 I think that is where the value of university and the performing arts 538 00:36:24,949 --> 00:36:28,119 continues to be really crucial in creating community. 539 00:36:28,152 --> 00:36:33,858 The question is, how do you juggle that with the reality of some people 540 00:36:33,858 --> 00:36:36,527 not being able to be physically present? 541 00:36:36,561 --> 00:36:43,000 Can you have a synchronous online participation? 542 00:36:43,034 --> 00:36:48,072 As we did, frankly, when we were all in lockdown, that worked pretty well. 543 00:36:48,272 --> 00:36:53,911 It is tricky I did have a class the next year when some people came back and said they didn't want to. 544 00:36:53,911 --> 00:36:57,715 We were masked in class, and then other students 545 00:36:57,748 --> 00:36:59,784 participated online through Zoom. 546 00:36:59,784 --> 00:37:01,919 That worked mostly okay. 547 00:37:01,953 --> 00:37:07,758 We did, again, the issue of how do you create the dynamic between four or five 548 00:37:07,792 --> 00:37:11,862 people in a classroom and four or five people on Zoom in terms of communication. 549 00:37:11,862 --> 00:37:17,935 All this to say the long winding way to say, this is one of these wonderful 550 00:37:17,969 --> 00:37:23,040 problems of community that I think in the performing arts, we have the model. 551 00:37:23,074 --> 00:37:26,877 Students in the performing arts understand that an ensemble 552 00:37:26,911 --> 00:37:29,280 needs to be together to play. 553 00:37:29,313 --> 00:37:34,251 Therefore, when you are participating in an ensemble, you have responsibility 554 00:37:34,251 --> 00:37:39,223 to your ensemble mates to make the ensemble work as an ensemble. 555 00:37:39,257 --> 00:37:44,095 Can we transfer that into academic courses where people often don't think 556 00:37:44,095 --> 00:37:49,867 of the idea that we're learning to be historians together, which we are, which actually is 557 00:37:49,867 --> 00:37:51,502 that's how you learn to be a historian. 558 00:37:51,502 --> 00:37:54,438 But a lot of students will come into college thinking, Well, 559 00:37:54,472 --> 00:37:57,975 it's just a bunch of names and dates. I can learn that by myself. 560 00:37:57,975 --> 00:38:02,146 That's the least important thing, first of all, because I don't want to memorize names and dates, because I can't. 561 00:38:02,146 --> 00:38:05,549 This is a project, again, I'll give you a link to it. 562 00:38:05,583 --> 00:38:09,553 It's a project sponsored by our university. 563 00:38:09,553 --> 00:38:11,922 We have this wonderful program that they call 564 00:38:11,922 --> 00:38:14,759 the Provost's Teaching Fellows, which provides a little bit of money 565 00:38:14,792 --> 00:38:18,062 for the faculty member, but also a little bit of money 566 00:38:18,095 --> 00:38:21,966 to compensate others, whether students or colleagues, 567 00:38:21,999 --> 00:38:26,804 to do something that is going to be meaningful to the teaching enterprise. 568 00:38:26,837 --> 00:38:28,572 It's a three-year project. 569 00:38:28,572 --> 00:38:32,343 The one that I'm doing with EJ is the first one that's been approved in the 570 00:38:32,376 --> 00:38:35,446 10-year program that is a team project. 571 00:38:35,479 --> 00:38:37,148 There's two of us. 572 00:38:37,214 --> 00:38:42,920 I've been realizing, again, as somebody, as a musicologist who's trained to work by myself, 573 00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:47,958 to do my own research, to go to my own archives, that was definitely 574 00:38:47,992 --> 00:38:50,961 what music culture training was in the end of the previous century. 575 00:38:50,995 --> 00:38:54,665 Hard for me to say that, but that's when I did music training. 576 00:38:54,699 --> 00:38:58,335 Still to the present day, people think about, Well, we write our individual articles, 577 00:38:58,335 --> 00:39:00,371 we write individual books. 578 00:39:00,404 --> 00:39:04,975 But collaborative work, I've realized, is incredibly meaningful for me. 579 00:39:04,975 --> 00:39:08,579 I think in our field, I wish we did more of it. 580 00:39:08,579 --> 00:39:11,682 Again, I love how through this podcast, you're building this idea 581 00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:17,154 of conversation, collaboration as creating really important work 582 00:39:17,188 --> 00:39:22,493 so that we don't feel like each of us has to do it on our own. 583 00:39:22,493 --> 00:39:24,495 This is actually one of the things... 584 00:39:24,495 --> 00:39:28,099 People ask me, Well, what research are you doing right now? 585 00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:33,437 For several years, I was a part-time administrator, I was an associate Dean, 586 00:39:33,437 --> 00:39:36,674 I helped coordinate I did undergraduate studies for College of Fine Arts. 587 00:39:36,674 --> 00:39:39,744 I did very little research during that time, but that was the time 588 00:39:39,777 --> 00:39:42,446 when I was really starting to develop my UDL pedagogy, 589 00:39:42,446 --> 00:39:44,982 thinking a lot about disability issues and so forth. 590 00:39:44,982 --> 00:39:48,152 Now, having gone back to full-time teaching for a few years, 591 00:39:48,185 --> 00:39:51,455 really, the research I'm doing is the pedagogy that I'm doing, 592 00:39:51,489 --> 00:39:55,259 is the activism that I'm doing, are the conversations, 593 00:39:55,292 --> 00:40:00,965 and some of it is resulting in written formal, what's that thing called, 594 00:40:00,998 --> 00:40:02,967 peer-reviewed stuff. 595 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:06,570 And some of it is not. Then on the flip side, 596 00:40:06,604 --> 00:40:09,640 I had the privilege of collaborating with a colleague, William Cheng, 597 00:40:09,673 --> 00:40:15,780 on a series of books from Michigan Press called Music and Social Justice, 598 00:40:15,813 --> 00:40:22,520 of which actually, you probably saw this, we just published a volume on the... 599 00:40:22,553 --> 00:40:26,457 Why can't I remember the name of it now? 600 00:40:27,992 --> 00:40:35,432 That software partly developed by Pauline Oliveros, AUMI. 601 00:40:35,432 --> 00:40:38,702 I remember when that proposal came through four or five years ago, and I said, 602 00:40:38,736 --> 00:40:41,205 Oh, my God, this is fantastic. 603 00:40:41,238 --> 00:40:46,177 That's also something that I feel I'm doing is... 604 00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:51,382 The other people involved in creating the series were also 605 00:40:51,382 --> 00:40:53,584 happy about it, but I was very enthusiastic. 606 00:40:53,617 --> 00:40:59,323 I said, This is a really interesting model for a scholar book, but also which is 607 00:40:59,356 --> 00:41:05,129 clearly community-engaged, clearly bringing in folks, disabled folks, 608 00:41:05,162 --> 00:41:10,067 who are trying to make sense of what this musical tool might be. 609 00:41:10,100 --> 00:41:17,007 That's another thing. I guess I feel like that's mine, too, even though I didn't write any of it, because 610 00:41:17,041 --> 00:41:24,415 I was able to make a really strong case for going ahead with it and 611 00:41:24,448 --> 00:41:28,085 encouraging them, even as they undertook this really complicated project. 612 00:41:28,118 --> 00:41:31,055 At the same time, of course, I was mainly opening the space for it, 613 00:41:31,055 --> 00:41:32,289 and then other people did the work. 614 00:41:32,323 --> 00:41:38,162 I feel like a lot of where I am right now is there, is that I'm in a place 615 00:41:38,162 --> 00:41:42,700 where I can open up spaces, and then amazing people are doing this work, and then 616 00:41:42,733 --> 00:41:45,703 I can be really delighted about that. 617 00:41:45,703 --> 00:41:50,074 For this particular work, I was very happy that it was done 618 00:41:50,107 --> 00:41:51,876 because this is an old project. 619 00:41:51,909 --> 00:41:55,412 I've been working with AUMI since... 620 00:41:55,679 --> 00:42:01,552 It existed way longer before I started using it. 621 00:42:01,585 --> 00:42:07,491 I found it a really interesting collaborative tool for children 622 00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:13,130 to make them understand that music could be played without touch. 623 00:42:13,163 --> 00:42:19,303 When you started editing this project, first of all, 624 00:42:19,303 --> 00:42:20,938 yes, for those who are using it. 625 00:42:20,971 --> 00:42:26,710 We all got to this little note that says, Oh, there is a project 626 00:42:26,744 --> 00:42:34,919 that is reviving that AUMI, and all articles and conversations about how to use it. 627 00:42:34,919 --> 00:42:37,488 It was fantastic. Good job, really. 628 00:42:37,488 --> 00:42:42,760 It's a great book and it gives lots of ideas, too. 629 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:45,496 It's like, Oh, yeah, I never thought of using it that way, or I never 630 00:42:45,529 --> 00:42:48,365 thought of this as this perspective. 631 00:42:48,399 --> 00:42:53,537 It ties to your UDL work because it's really about when you think of 632 00:42:53,537 --> 00:42:58,442 Universal Design itself, which comes before Universal Design for Learning, 633 00:42:58,442 --> 00:43:04,615 it's to build a tool or to design a product that 634 00:43:04,615 --> 00:43:10,888 can be used by a multitude of people and that can maybe transform the way you would 635 00:43:10,921 --> 00:43:14,458 use a traditional such tool. 636 00:43:14,458 --> 00:43:16,760 So yeah, it really... 637 00:43:17,061 --> 00:43:18,395 It comes to your... 638 00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:23,601 It's really linked to this Universal Design for Learning work that you're doing, too. 639 00:43:23,801 --> 00:43:25,169 Yeah. 640 00:43:25,202 --> 00:43:30,674 Again, I've been familiar with the AUMI before the proposal came through. 641 00:43:30,708 --> 00:43:34,945 I remember playing around because I've been 642 00:43:34,945 --> 00:43:37,381 admiring Pauline Oliveros' work for a long time. 643 00:43:37,381 --> 00:43:42,252 I heard that she had been involved in this experimental instrument, which, 644 00:43:42,286 --> 00:43:47,992 again, from the very beginning was meant to rethink 645 00:43:47,992 --> 00:43:53,530 the way music would be made from a non-classical 646 00:43:53,530 --> 00:43:57,401 and non-standard body and mind way. 647 00:43:57,434 --> 00:44:01,739 I'm glad that the book can make this whole project more visible because 648 00:44:01,739 --> 00:44:04,975 I think within certain communities, I mean you clearly knew about it as well, 649 00:44:04,975 --> 00:44:08,278 within certain communities, AUMI is fairly well known. 650 00:44:08,312 --> 00:44:14,418 But I think the broader significance of it with the possibility of AUMI work being 651 00:44:14,451 --> 00:44:20,891 done across body-mind types, so that it's not just people who are identified 652 00:44:20,924 --> 00:44:24,561 as disabled, who have certain kinds of disabilities who can use it. 653 00:44:24,561 --> 00:44:27,297 But no, this is a musical tool 654 00:44:27,331 --> 00:44:32,202 that can transcend particular ideas about 655 00:44:32,236 --> 00:44:35,439 ability and disability collaboration. 656 00:44:35,472 --> 00:44:39,276 For example, there are times there's a class that I love teaching 657 00:44:39,309 --> 00:44:42,579 about music and disability, and we talk about the various ways that 658 00:44:42,613 --> 00:44:46,617 adaptive instruments and adaptive music making has been configured. 659 00:44:46,650 --> 00:44:52,056 You have orchestras that incorporate one or two instruments or ensembles that are 660 00:44:52,089 --> 00:44:58,462 ally with orchestras that do orchestra repertory, but with a set of people 661 00:44:58,462 --> 00:45:02,733 using adaptive instruments of various sources, people who are visibly disabled, 662 00:45:02,766 --> 00:45:05,402 playing instruments that adapted for them. 663 00:45:05,436 --> 00:45:09,239 That's one, and that is still the presentational basis of 664 00:45:09,273 --> 00:45:11,608 an orchestra of professional musicians. 665 00:45:11,642 --> 00:45:16,213 Phenomenal work being done by professional musicians with disabilities, of course with RAMPD, which 666 00:45:16,213 --> 00:45:19,883 I've been so impressed with the work that you and others have done with RAMPD. 667 00:45:19,883 --> 00:45:25,556 Then there's the other side of, Okay, well, these are things that we do for the special education kids. 668 00:45:25,556 --> 00:45:28,492 It's an entirely different, segregated thing. 669 00:45:28,525 --> 00:45:32,696 What I like about AUMI is that it kind of blows up that distinction 670 00:45:32,730 --> 00:45:35,099 for better or for worse. 671 00:45:35,199 --> 00:45:38,735 That's another area that's worth exploring. 672 00:45:38,735 --> 00:45:45,042 I've been delighted. I remember seeing in your presentation that you gave about a year ago, I guess, 673 00:45:45,075 --> 00:45:47,478 about that you were using AUMI in the schools with the kids, 674 00:45:47,511 --> 00:45:49,413 and I thought, Oh, wow, fantastic. 675 00:45:49,446 --> 00:45:51,682 We have all these cool connections. 676 00:45:51,715 --> 00:45:55,652 Yeah, but that's also what we're doing. We're networking. 677 00:45:56,053 --> 00:45:58,889 That fairly very well. 678 00:45:58,889 --> 00:46:00,057 Yeah. 679 00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:03,327 Okay. Thank you so much for all that. 680 00:46:03,327 --> 00:46:05,229 I have a last question before... 681 00:46:05,229 --> 00:46:09,066 Last question before we wrap it up, 682 00:46:09,066 --> 00:46:14,071 which is about people who might have inspired you 683 00:46:14,071 --> 00:46:17,474 or motivated you in your career 684 00:46:17,474 --> 00:46:22,112 and who you really think of when you're thinking of everything you've done. 685 00:46:22,146 --> 00:46:29,119 If you had one or two names to give, who would it be and why? 686 00:46:29,119 --> 00:46:34,625 Sure. I remember, so you were kind enough to send me a few questions 687 00:46:34,625 --> 00:46:37,594 to think about before this conversation, and I remember getting to that question 688 00:46:37,594 --> 00:46:40,964 thinking, Oh, damn it. How can I possibly? 689 00:46:40,998 --> 00:46:45,068 What's interesting to me is that the people, and I'm going to name a couple of people, 690 00:46:45,068 --> 00:46:47,237 they're all people who are younger than me. 691 00:46:47,271 --> 00:46:51,708 In a way, they're not so much people who have 692 00:46:51,708 --> 00:46:55,546 helped me come to this point when I was younger, 693 00:46:55,579 --> 00:47:01,685 but there are people who now I see as really taking things to the next level 694 00:47:01,685 --> 00:47:05,956 and inspiring me, literally, 695 00:47:05,989 --> 00:47:09,493 in what they are doing that is 696 00:47:09,526 --> 00:47:11,628 well beyond what I could ever do. 697 00:47:11,662 --> 00:47:16,767 So, of course, one person I wanted to make sure to mention 698 00:47:16,767 --> 00:47:20,737 is Elizabeth McLain, who is a Virginia Tech. 699 00:47:20,737 --> 00:47:24,441 I suspect that sooner or later you will have a conversation with her on this podcast. 700 00:47:24,441 --> 00:47:30,113 She is an extraordinary scholar, disabled scholar, a multi-disabled scholar, 701 00:47:30,147 --> 00:47:36,253 who got her PhD on writing and musicology, 702 00:47:36,286 --> 00:47:43,060 theory musicology on a topic that is extremely canonical in a way. 703 00:47:43,060 --> 00:47:48,932 And yet, even as she has done that work over the last five, six, seven years, 704 00:47:48,966 --> 00:47:54,438 has become, I think the most visible US scholar of disability studies 705 00:47:54,438 --> 00:47:59,710 in terms of cross-disciplinary disability work. 706 00:47:59,710 --> 00:48:03,580 And just everything that she does in the way that she does it 707 00:48:03,580 --> 00:48:09,253 is so deeply ethical and so smart and so inventive. 708 00:48:09,286 --> 00:48:14,057 And in the face of extraordinary medical ableism 709 00:48:14,057 --> 00:48:18,095 and pretty significant academic ableism as well, 710 00:48:18,095 --> 00:48:22,633 she's not minimizing the difficulties then hanging in there 711 00:48:22,666 --> 00:48:27,137 and really building her own work and bringing other people along. 712 00:48:27,170 --> 00:48:30,340 Through Elizabeth, the other person I want to mention is Gaelynn Lea, 713 00:48:30,340 --> 00:48:34,378 whose work is entirely different in a way because as a performer, 714 00:48:34,378 --> 00:48:41,084 she's certainly an intellectually deep performer, but her work is really advocacy and performance. 715 00:48:41,118 --> 00:48:45,055 Again, I'm sure you mentioned this elsewhere, 716 00:48:45,088 --> 00:48:49,559 Diane, but her co-founding of RAMPD is, I think, one of the most significant 717 00:48:49,593 --> 00:48:54,498 things that's happened in the last several years, and her continuing work through 718 00:48:54,531 --> 00:48:57,334 social media as well, on her Patreon. 719 00:48:57,367 --> 00:49:01,938 She has these meetings where she invites 720 00:49:01,938 --> 00:49:05,943 musicians with disability studies people, and they're often very small. 721 00:49:05,943 --> 00:49:09,880 The investment of time is significant for her to have four or five people on a Zoom, 722 00:49:09,913 --> 00:49:13,984 but she's there opening spaces and teaching and so forth. 723 00:49:13,984 --> 00:49:17,354 I wanted to mention a third person, if you can, squeezing one more person, 724 00:49:17,387 --> 00:49:19,623 and this is Stephanie Ban. 725 00:49:19,623 --> 00:49:24,995 Steph is a graduate of the University of Chicago, an independent scholar. 726 00:49:25,028 --> 00:49:30,500 She actually works in access, disability access, specifically, 727 00:49:30,500 --> 00:49:35,172 doing primarily what's called plain language work. 728 00:49:35,172 --> 00:49:38,408 Plain language is this phenomenal approach 729 00:49:38,442 --> 00:49:41,878 where you acknowledge that 730 00:49:41,878 --> 00:49:45,082 language is an aspect of access. 731 00:49:45,115 --> 00:49:50,454 People with intellectual disabilities or first language learners or a variety of other folks 732 00:49:50,454 --> 00:49:53,690 deserve to receive information that is 733 00:49:53,724 --> 00:49:59,096 nuanced and complex and not simplified, but in a language that is not 734 00:49:59,129 --> 00:50:03,934 inaccessible, that is not highfalutin, is not 735 00:50:03,934 --> 00:50:06,636 necessarily university-trained language. 736 00:50:06,670 --> 00:50:10,707 I've been very interested in plain language as a facet 737 00:50:10,707 --> 00:50:14,578 of UDL, and Steph works in plain language in the UDL world. 738 00:50:14,611 --> 00:50:18,882 But she also writes, has been publishing extensively on music and disability. 739 00:50:18,915 --> 00:50:22,285 Her own training is not technically in music. 740 00:50:22,319 --> 00:50:28,759 She's a history bachelor major, but she is an extremely sensitive musician, 741 00:50:28,759 --> 00:50:35,499 even though she was denied the opportunity to learn to actually play music herself. 742 00:50:35,532 --> 00:50:38,969 It's just an interesting counter example to Gaelynn Lea. 743 00:50:39,002 --> 00:50:44,474 Gaelynn, very famously in her own telling her own story, had a teacher 744 00:50:44,508 --> 00:50:48,445 who perceived her as being musically very interested and very talented 745 00:50:48,445 --> 00:50:53,583 and helped her develop an adaptive approach to learning how to play music. 746 00:50:53,583 --> 00:50:58,455 Steph was told that given her body, she couldn't play music. 747 00:50:58,488 --> 00:51:04,061 And still, she is extremely musically thoughtful, very interested in issues 748 00:51:04,061 --> 00:51:05,662 of philosophy, disability, and music. 749 00:51:05,695 --> 00:51:09,866 And so she and I have collaborated a few times. 750 00:51:10,233 --> 00:51:16,173 She is inspiring because she is creating a space for her scholarship that is, 751 00:51:16,173 --> 00:51:19,076 first of all, plain language informed, second of all, highly ethical, 752 00:51:19,109 --> 00:51:24,648 and third of all, that does not need academia for a scholarship. 753 00:51:24,681 --> 00:51:27,551 This is another piece of UDL that I think is really important 754 00:51:27,584 --> 00:51:31,755 is access is also about, can you get admitted into programs 755 00:51:31,755 --> 00:51:34,458 and can you successfully complete programs? 756 00:51:34,491 --> 00:51:37,727 And Diane, as somebody who's writing a dissertation, 757 00:51:37,727 --> 00:51:41,498 you know very well what extraordinary 758 00:51:41,531 --> 00:51:44,534 hurdle a dissertation is for any human being, 759 00:51:44,534 --> 00:51:48,105 let alone somebody who, for whatever reason, has not been encouraged 760 00:51:48,105 --> 00:51:50,373 or given the support that they need. 761 00:51:50,407 --> 00:51:55,378 Steph has basically said she knows she could not succeed in academia, 762 00:51:55,378 --> 00:51:56,880 given the ableism in academia. 763 00:51:56,913 --> 00:52:00,884 And still, she has the capacity and the determination 764 00:52:00,884 --> 00:52:06,089 and the networking skills to get support and get published all sorts of places, 765 00:52:06,123 --> 00:52:13,563 which I think is a great example of how we can be 766 00:52:13,597 --> 00:52:18,301 cognizant of the work that can be done by public intellectuals who are not 767 00:52:18,301 --> 00:52:21,204 officially within academia. 768 00:52:21,238 --> 00:52:24,541 Academics are extremely possessive of their academic spaces. 769 00:52:24,541 --> 00:52:28,912 My colleagues themselves, I've had trouble convincing them. 770 00:52:28,945 --> 00:52:32,015 Steph is not an example of this, but one of our graduate students 771 00:52:32,048 --> 00:52:37,687 wanted to bring a non-PhD specialist in as a member of their doctoral committee. 772 00:52:37,721 --> 00:52:40,891 My colleagues said, No, he doesn't have to be a PhD, he can't be part of the doctoral committee. 773 00:52:40,891 --> 00:52:44,928 I was flabbergasted because this person they were bringing in, 774 00:52:44,961 --> 00:52:49,499 wanted to bring in, was one of the most recognized experts 775 00:52:49,499 --> 00:52:54,004 in their particular area of musical practice and even social work, 776 00:52:54,037 --> 00:52:58,675 but they didn't have a doctoral degree, and so they couldn't be in a doctoral committee. 777 00:52:58,675 --> 00:53:01,978 This is something, another piece of access that I'm really interested in, 778 00:53:01,978 --> 00:53:05,782 and I'm still trying to figure out how to help facilitate, but I really 779 00:53:05,782 --> 00:53:09,553 value the work people are doing who are not within an official academia. 780 00:53:09,586 --> 00:53:12,522 Steph is somebody who I know who does the work, and so I love collaborating 781 00:53:12,522 --> 00:53:15,659 with her and boosting the work. 782 00:53:16,126 --> 00:53:22,265 I think I may be able to give you a link or two to her work if readers are interested in reading it. 783 00:53:22,265 --> 00:53:24,534 Oh, yes, I would join that. 784 00:53:24,568 --> 00:53:28,471 Of course, all that will be published on ArtsAbly's website. 785 00:53:28,505 --> 00:53:31,541 But yeah, these are all fantastic people. 786 00:53:31,575 --> 00:53:36,479 I know them also, and - But it's true that 787 00:53:36,513 --> 00:53:40,817 when you know the story behind the person 788 00:53:40,850 --> 00:53:48,124 and how they can make this academic or non-academic world a bit better, 789 00:53:48,158 --> 00:53:52,228 it's refreshing and it's hopeful. 790 00:53:52,495 --> 00:53:54,831 Thank you so much for all that. 791 00:53:54,864 --> 00:53:58,335 Thank you for being here today with us. Thank you so much. 792 00:53:58,335 --> 00:54:00,570 My pleasure. Thank you for having me. Yes. 793 00:54:00,570 --> 00:54:01,871 Great conversation. 794 00:54:01,905 --> 00:54:03,506 It's always lovely. 795 00:54:03,540 --> 00:54:08,011 I should say I hope you can leave this in for the listeners that 796 00:54:08,011 --> 00:54:12,716 having conversations with Diane is something that I've had the pleasure of doing now for a few years. 797 00:54:12,749 --> 00:54:18,221 I always come away from conversations with Diane refreshed and energized. 798 00:54:18,221 --> 00:54:21,791 Thank you for doing this work. Looking forward to the next conversation. 799 00:54:21,825 --> 00:54:25,362 Yes, thank you. I'm looking forward to it, too. 800 00:54:25,362 --> 00:54:27,430 Have a great day and talk soon. 801 00:54:27,430 --> 00:54:28,732 Thank you. Bye. 802 00:54:28,732 --> 00:54:30,300 Take care. Bye. 803 00:54:31,268 --> 00:54:36,406 [Closing theme music]